Me & kak fie(muker kemek sak kak)
Putri Satria
Nisa & Me (fet. wan nonok)
the guy in blue, that's SAFUAN. my eyecandy. hehe
the PRANGAI boy :)

My lil' monster.
Weee~
Yana & me (youngest in the group)

Hello Earthlings-ku. another update for today. as u all noe, nari my bdk2 tarian gt performance kt Frontier CC sempena Bulan Bahasa Melayu thingee. lol. while at home, tgh nk chill2 jap, skali my sis came. gotto play wif my lil monster tuuu. geram sak. mcm nk gigit2 dier smpai hancur. xD *aggressive* hahaks. den siap2, den kluar.

i head to CC. otw dere, quite pissed off cos ppl at JP, tends to walk veryveryvery slow. lembab nk MAMPOS. den da gitu tkpe. beh langgar2 org. pikir style ahh. kns! hahaks. den da smpai, kebetolan kak fie, kak neny, kak lina n yana baru turon. so chilled jap kt luar. they gossip2 bout someone. kekek sak. xD den fika smpai. tu btol2 nye star-karat sak. aftr that, kiter naek. abg yan pon dtg.

beh they run tru the dance for the last time. frankly, SHE cannot dance. seriously. quite geram ahh actually. i mean, drop our water face seh. told kak fie abt it. den me abg yan n kak fie discussed. they were suggesting for me to dance. i mean, replace her back. den they say, for my injury, tahan ahh. i said i can. bt the thing is. its unfair for her. totally unfair. cos she practised soo hard and she put i effort. and last2 minute, i replace her. *see.. i still have the heart ok?* haha. den wen to changing room. helped them siap2.

first2, i help wif the hair do. weeee~ lawa kn kn kn? hahaks. den smuer da ok, i helped wif the make-up. frankly speaking, thats my first time doing make up n hair thingee. bt alhamdullilah everything went fine. hahaks. my very first victim is Fika. overall, i liked the make up, especially the blusher. xD tapi punyer lahh seksa nk make up kn dier. tkleh dudok diam. stress aku. xD everytime i helped them, they'll say "sedap sak kau anuh.. cam urut gitu.." xD den they were thirsty so asked mike for help. he's been a great help *cos he somehow saved me from gg to and fro to JP. xD*

aftr helping them, bdk2 dikir pon smpai. saw wan nonok, norman smuer. and was estactically high aftr seeing safuan. hehehehe. time tu aku ngah apply eyeshadow kt nisa's eyes. beh nmpk safuan, kiwak. mentel teros sak.. xD beh bbual ngan wan nonok. member binget perr. hahaha. kene sound sak aku. asl tanye maner SAFUAN. mesti dier ckp "ntahlah! aku tknk amek tau!" marah beb. hahaha. mane tk. asl dier msg, mesti aku bagi 1001 excuses. hahahahahahaaha! den giler2 wif abg yan. mrepek ahh dier. hahaha. "nie namer nye janji..." xD

and saw alot of familiar faces. and people, this is the first time i have to intro a guy fren to others. kinda weird. i mean. everytime a guy approach me, i'll have to say "this is mike.." and they'll be "mike? *insert lost face*". and i just hope, no1 tells SAFUAN abt this. xD hahahaha. the show started late. cam biase. MP star karat. hahaha. saw safari too. den show start. tat SHE, ohmygod..... she even stop wen she's lost. that's like... ugh! even mike agreed *kan?*. nvmlah.. tat's her first time. *flicks hair*

den the rest of the part, quite boring. so we talked crap. someone is soo prangai wen i ajak him to go outside. the pantun presented by Nyai n i-forget-who, was mundane ahh. beh si prangai tu somehow make fun of it. oklah. klakar. tapi yg klakar skali, is the part where it was suppose to be this gerl from BOON LAY SEC presenting her sajak. skali wrong announcement. it was suppose to be other ppl. beh si prangai tu. muler2 clap hand ngan smagat. kuat plak tu. beh dpn2 muker aku plak tu. konon bagi sokongan moral ahh. *nasib tk pekik.* skali salah info. aper lagi. xD hahahahaahaha.

so wen it came to the right time, he dwan to clap. xD still, its boring. very slowww. byk pause2. oklah. konon nk feeling2 ahh. xD beh gt this lady. she presented syair. xD tu lagi kekek. first2, she came out, her tudong is like songkok like tat. beh i said, skali nasyid eh. xD her syair was "wonderful". which somehow makes us laughed. xD den idk wad happened nxt cos i went out to pass kak neny's cam. wen back inside, gt tis pakcik blang story telling ahh. pasal saper ntah namer dier. tk ingat beb. xD banyak songeh ahh drg. bla3. den mummy perfrmed. she sing this song. oklah. mendak jgk ahh. xD

bla3. wen out again. cos they wanna take photo. beh muler2, norman went to toilet. skali he's the only person yg blom naek stage. beh biler dier lari balek. cute sak. dahlah pendek. hehehe. den biler dgr je bdk dikir da nk perfrm, aper lagi, kelam kabot aku masok balek. hahaha.

dikir was fooling around today. soo obvious sak. xD as usual, i was in my dreamland. admiring SAFUAN. hahaha. since mike dont like dikir, i asked him to take video. xD keep on telling him how cute SAFUAN was.... xD very lahh. xD mcm ALIFF AZIZ! hahaks. aftr that, nothing much. so we left the hall. den wen to staircase to chill. talked crap. den they called to settle some stuff. aku tau drg binget ngan aku. bub aku tknk bwk balek baju. 1st thing: i'm not involved. why are YOU guys dragging me into tat situation. 2nd: i already said, i injured my shoulder. 3rd: i'm not gg home straight aftr that. ugh! i just left the place. and seriously, for the whole day, my hands menggigil. esp left arm. damn shit painful sak. den talked to nisa's mum. da lamer tk jumper beb. hahaks. and overall, the show wasnt tat gerek compare to Sri Mlm Budaya. seriously. quite mundane.

den we head to PM. dragged mike along. xD talked2. da smpai PM, he head home. so we wen to KOUFU(or whatever they spell it). den i feel like a clown seh. xD aku yg nk mkn situ. beh jln satu round, pastu dtg balek, beh suro gi mac. xD Jayj gave me this stupid look. hahahaha. head to mac. beh full. beh ader this round table. den has suggest to sit dere. so i said "round table? ee! tk glam nye.." xD bla3. we managed to get a sit. beh bbual2 mrepek. hahaha.

i asked Jayj to order for me. xD den we waited for mizan. wen mizan came back, he asked asl tk order2. den has ckp, bub nk suro dier order kn. so i said "bkn aper.. kiter kwn baek.. kiter lapar smaer2.. kenyang samer2.." beh Jayj sambong kn "and kiter order samer2.." xD they oredered, me makan-ed. talked bout ALOT OF STUFF. hahaha. Jayj is nice. can get along very well. beh i told them abt my SUPERHEROES dream last nite (i told mike too). idiot kn? hahahaa. cos i dreamt bout BATMAN & SUPERMAN. xD beh Jayj was like "beh kalo mimpi psl THE KING IS BACK?" i swear, i burst out sia. xD kiwak. criter lamer.... xD kekek nk mampos.xD we laughed like fcuk sia. xD mizan was lost so we told him the story. hahahaha. and oh! mizan said "muler2 aku ingat kn kwn kau tu adek kau sak.."

-_______-" adek eh.. xD aftr so many rounds of laughter, we head home. jalan kaki. smbil bbual mrepek. hahaha. da antar mizan at his bus stop, has n Jayj antar me back home. we jln-ed kaki.

bla3. da smpai, wen online. aku bukak lah FRIENDSTER. guess wad? Richmond msged me back. OMG! 30th July. he said he tried to contact me bt failed. watever it is. he wanna mit my parents. WTF! seriously, i froze aftr tat. tgn tros sejok je sehh. my mind was totally lost seh. sumpah aku tk tau aper nk buat lepas tu.. talked to Lul. yea. thanks for that advise. i'll think abt it.

seriously ppl, DON'T HAVE LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. especially wen u're not ready. or else u'll end up like me. being totally LOST. i hate this feeling. u know. i've always been running away frm reality. wen he went back to Philiphine on 16th Jan, i cried like hell sia. EVERY nite u noe. i wasnt being myself sak. seksa i tell u.. seriously. bt aftr sometime, i became stronger. till i moved on. i guess that was the part where i go wrong. haiz. and now, i'm seriously not ready for his return. everytime ppl asked me, "HOW'S RICHMOND?" i'll be saying "ntah.." u see.. i 'm running away frm reality. and i'll say "idk.. even if he wans to come back, pls come at the point of time where i'm not someone's..." indeed lah mmg aku tk attached. bt right now, i'm just not ready. aaaggh! susah lah nk ckp.

i guess my post is quite long oredi. lol!

till here den,

love, aishah:)

P/S: I'm happy. No, I'm not.