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Paman JayJ

Annisa a.k.a Albania

See my newly trimmed kening.. hehehe..

Yoha people! Finally its Friday. Went to school with Ahyew. Lynn absent today. Did nothing much in school. Talked & talked & talked. Then, i applied for the vacation job @ Body Shop but then decide to back out last min. xD

Had a talk with Mdm Surianis about something. Frankly, I'm seriously affected by that topic. I knew it.. Sooner or later, they'll ask me about it. I mean... She's been observing me lately & I'm aware of it. But whatever it is, I dont like it when people asked me soo many questions about it. WHY, WHAT, WHEN, WHO, HOW, WHERE. fcuk! I hate it ok? I dont give a fcuking damn whether you're my closest friend or a teacher or a counsellor. seriously, I dont give a SHIT about it. I dont need people to show care & concern about IT cause IT happened long time ago. I just hate it when people wants to know why IT happened & all kind of shits. I just don't want to talk about it anymore. I don't want to open this topic any longer. Lynn didnt even ask me about it. Its ME who explain to her cause I think its the right time to explain to her. That's me. When I feel comfortable to talk about it, I'll open it up. If not, don't even dream about it. & worse part of all, Mdm Surianis was asking whether I need to see any pyschatrist(idk how to spell it)or a counsellor. HELL NO! I'm not mad nor insane. Perhaps she might be afraid that I have somekind of pyscological barrier prob. I'm fine. That's what I answered her. I didnt even see any doctor to heal IT cause I don't want to get referred. EVERYTHING IS SUCH A HASSLE. Hence, for once, I shall say this again. Its a moment of agony. I wasnt rational @ that point of time. I know the consequences & frankly, I don't have any slight feeling of regret. Why should I? The more I blame myself, the harder it is for me to move on. Now I'm happy & that's that. Full stop. Once again, to those who knows what I'm talking about, I'm perfectly ok. I don't need expert help.

Anyhoos, aftr school, met mike for awhile. That budak tgh GIAN ahh. xD then head to JE to wait for the rest. Waited for sometime, then head to JP to mkn. We had a very looooooooong talk. Then head to JWSS. WTF sia. Firstly, we can only enter ONE BY ONE. tsk! pujok peh pujok maseh tk jalan. last2, mr alam sneaked us in. HAHAHAHAHA. skali kn, I cant collect my certs cause they say I've yet pay the $24. WTF! Ms Ang didnt remind me of anything sia. Naseb dier da tkde kt skolah tu lagi. kalau tak... bla3, we head to JP. oh oh! saw haikal sulaiman. mentang2 da lamer tk jumper, muker pon cam tk recognise.. Vicky da cam matrep. xD otw to JP, terjumper Ipen. waaahhh...

we window shopped around JP. then chilled kt Banquet. ABG JAYJ blanje fruits beb. Kekek sak. he's soo unfamiliar with the fruits. Then I meddled around wif his LG VIEWTY phone. Punyelah leceh.. xD then played wif this baby.. soo cute sia.. xD the watched "gore" scene of has putting back her piercings. EEEUUUWW! Aishah firman bersabda ye? xD then head to toilet. Lina helped me wif my eyebrows & now it looks abit tipis bt nicer. not minah-ish ok? xD camwhored, then head to my place. Dlm bus, kecoh or wad?

@ home, we chilled in my room. Jayj was soo terrified with the smell of durian. xD mrepek2 here & there. then turon bwh, chill kt void deck sambil mkn kropok. jyea.. kitrg dudok kt void deck stakat mkn kropok. HAHAHAHAHA! mrepek2 alot. Funny sia my frens. smakin giler. frm songs to PORN to anak. we gave Has lectures on Agama. as usual, aku yg slalu bbual mcm paham. xD like wad Jayj say.. "ceh.. Aishah firman dah bersabda.." xD then has said, she donwan to work.. beh she donwan to have children.. beh nisa suggest her to be full-time housewife.. Beh she oso said dier tknk jadi housewife.. so i said "kalau gitu, KAU GI MATI SUDAH!" HAHAHAHAHAHA! everyone burst out sia. betol perr. tkde makne nye kalau dier hidop. xD

aftr the loooong chat, they head home. we plan to cabot skewl on 29th. xD I had fun today. My gerls nvr fail to make me laugh though most of the jokes & craps came from me. xD && Jayj is very cool. HAHAHAHA. I'm looking forward for another gathering. =] & of course, I love my 4As. && not to forget, I still love my Sushimatos. They still rock my socks! ok enough crap.

till here then,

love, aishah:)