Hello Earthlings-ku. pardon me for MIA-ing for quite sometime. well. i'm damned packed wif soo many things.

firstly, of cos. mesti bilang psl my dikir. nyahahaa. tats the main reason why i've been mia. well, since we're having competition last sunday. which is Layar Citra organised by Kelana Purba. so yea. i have training frm 7plus till 10plus and end up reaching home arnd 12plus midnite. very tiring indeed. bt ppl down dere are all kaki gereks. last thurs, sempat gi Bugs wif lynn since i took morning shift which is arnd 5plus in the mrng till 2plus in the aftrnoon. den shopped abit. i blanja her some stuff. muler2 she shy2 lah. bt i told her, tkyah nk malu2. hehe. den rushed to my training. and the best part, aku ter-overshoot 1 bus stop. beh left wif 3 options: 1) wait for anthr bus at the opposite bus stop, 2)take a cab 3)jalan to the CC. ok ppl. another best part, tmpt tu dahlah sunyi maot. dkt ngan sembawang park dere. surrounded by trees. so sunyi. bus will surely take a long time to reach. and dere's no vehicles passing dwn dere. let alone a cab. so i chose to walk. aha! tu pat lagi gerek. saw "bird" fly bside me. part tu, aku da mengucap byk. beh rser ader org panggil. bt i didnt turn arnd. i felt lyk being followed. gosh! i swear, no one would wan to end in tat situation. lucky gt bdk2 Ulan kt carpark. lol. lesson to b learnt. never fell asleep in the bus. xD

the next day, i asked nad to tmn me. haha. bla3. head to yew tee. jumpe kak CT and cik yot oso. kecoh here n dere. den me n nad head home. bbual panjang beb. reached home, grabbed a bite. den tried to sleep bt i cant. mcm2 position aku try bt still cant. kept having bad dream. haiz... the nxt day, kene bgn pagi, bt tertdo plak. so i was late for my appoinment. haha. rushed to wdlands, got my hair done. its ORANGE ppl. hehehe. tk jadi take blue. panjang criter. by tat time, its already 2plus. my training kul 3. bgs.. prangai not nice kn? haha. by then, both of us da lapar. so we go mkn kt CAVANA. *kening up2* den head dwn to sembawang. reached dere, cant have our training cos we: Wayan, Ulan, Cing3, gotto share the same room. so we took turns. ours was frm 5plus till 8plus. den we trained kt blkg CC. den 9plus used the room again.by tat time, i swear, i'm dead beat. den balek umah kak fie. we're damn hungry so go pasarmlm kt wdlands. bought choc fondue. wee~ haha. smpai umah, drg bbual mrepek. sialan! haha. wanted to sleep, bt they kept talking crapped. i dragged my eyes open-ed till 2plus in the morning. ajar drg lyric n steps for the dikir. aiyeerr. woke up arnd 8plus. lmbt sak. den head to kak nurul's place. last training den siap2. tros kuar. we reached last. da cam star karat siol. bt i'm really proud of Wayan. though we're star karat, and the most selekeh gerls' group(cos smuer grp make-up n set rambot smuer. kiter? steady je. our customes, ngan ribbon kt rambot. tu je. cool perr) bt still, our voice paling lantang. bla3. terjumper FYNN smuer. they're in BALQIS. which ader Nuwarrah. haha. den saw Didicazli. he frm Kelana Purba. bla3. aftr perfrmance, we lepak kt luar situ. talked crap wif bdk2 Cing3. den i saw SAFUAN! hehehehe. he waved at me. twice! very cute. hehehe. bt bdk2 cing3 tk baek beb. make fun of him. tsk! saw Syazwan too. soo good-looking... ok stoppit. den talked wif nisa. half way, i left. received not a very gd news bout dad. bt bdk Wayan tot i wasnt jiwer. sorry guys. bus-ed home. reached home, no 1's at home. haiz.

see lah. i'm too absorbed wif my own things till i wasnt aware of wats happening in my family. i didnt noe my bro got a new job(unifrm macam bangla) and worse still, i didnt noe, my dad was in bad condition. haizzzz.... nw, he's in n out of hospital. so he's living wif along. no1 can take care of him at home. tsk!

anw, kt keje, gt conflict. dwan to elaborate much. all i noe, kak yen is on my side. left wif 2 more days den i'll stop working. wee~ den can ENJOY. hehee. and i really need alot of sleeping theraphy. i've not been having nice sleep since i dono wen. and, i've not been eating well too. last week lagi rabak. i can drop faint if i wasnt strong seh. bt its bcause of the semangat-ness n gerek-ness of WAYAN-nies. ceh! mcm paham.

hmmmmmmmmm.. i tink till here den. gotto do some other stuff since i've been mia-ing for quite sometime.

till here den,

love, aishah:)

~With you.