today's performance was cancelled. Seriously don't want to talk about it. Its as if we're the dog which only abides people's instruction. -_______-" Last night, I saw things that I'm not suppose to be seeing(i assume). It almost made me break-down. Hence, that explains the poem in my previous post. And I deleted his photo 'cos I don't want anything to happen(as people are reading my blog!).

Today woke up feeling drowsy. Having a runny nose and sorethroat. Its been a week I've been in this condition. xD Didnt have the mood to go out. So I slept for almost half of the day. Late in the afternoon, mama waked me up. She wanted to go JP. Dammit! Out of many places! I have no choice but to follow. Felt totally dragful. My mind kept on thinking about that bastard all the time and my heart kept on praying so that I won't bump into him. Lucky Mikal msged me at times when I really need someone. I felt quite relieved after reading his smses. (and partly because Mike is having a date, so I don't want to disturb him)

Had our dinner @ Banquet. Ate fish & chips. All is to blame Faz & Is for talking about fish & chip @ simpang Bedok. -___-" Didnt manage to finish it. Mama finished it for me. Then, we proceed for window shopping. Ketok-ed mama to buy for me a perfume. Finally, I got my Miss Fiorucci. Wee~ Thanks momma! After getting what I want, I insist on going home with the excuse that I'm feeling really sick(but the fact is that, I just don't want to bump onto that bastard!) So we went home. While otw home, I bought a cheesecake.

In the bus, met kak Lina. Talked for awhile then I have to alight. Right now I'm watching the Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement. Oklah. Aku tau besok kt TV ader tunjok. But its 'cos tommorrow we'll be having a ZOO outing, I'm afraid that I'll miss the show. muahahaha! Yessa! Besok pegi Zoo. Ni smuer rancangan kak Lina :) ahli Zoo perr dier. xD

till here then. Will update tommorrow's outing. For sure!

Love, aishah:)

~ my partner is always the best :)

Don't Speak of You

Yet I Think of You Still

don't speak of you to anybody

that i choose to do

doesn't mean that I don't think about you

you are thought of and you always will be

the love in you and the love in me

don't speak of you but

I'm the one who cares not them you see

quiet feelings for you I will always possess

my love still will go on my care will never be less

I miss you sometimes and hope that everything is well

I don't speak of you but the heart doesn't have to tell

The dream has slowly changed into nightmare.

Its hard to believe.

But she deserves him more.

To him, all the best.

I miss you.

DROP DEAD

the day that i can really SMILE.


yyooohhhaaa! gosh! i'm effing tired. and TGIF! today we had napha test. mama woke me up at 5plus to pass me my pocket money and i realised my sorethroat had worsen. xD den wen to skewl wear slippers today. and dammit! i kena kacau-ed by 3 guys in the train. ok fine. tis is not the first time lah. bt hell yea! kena kacau early in the morning when u're totally tired n have no mood and alone while enjoying the music that ur hp plays while reading a sentimental novel is totally OFF ok? bloody fcuked off. even when lynn called, they wanna tgk. -_____-" ok aku tau aku CUTE! *haikdush!* den cam biase. breakfast-ed den proceed to hall. its quite weird tau. back in secondary skewl, napha test was kinda draggy and diffuclt to attempt. bt here, i can complete it within less than an hour. and still can play around sumore. xD paling tkleh angkat part nk buat sit-ups ah. kecoh. aftr did the sit-ups, i cant stand. cos while doing it, i was lyk laughing. and jyea! i did more than lynn. *winks*

den we head for 2.4km. while otw dere, TG kecoh2. da cam trekking sak. finished our 2.4km, den slacked kt canteen. was soo lazy to cca. xD den balek. bought my lunch. makan, den straight tdo. didnt even mandi. hahahaha. knocked out rabak. beh kak fie called, i picked up. and guess wad? I LOST MY VOICE! ahahaha. soo today's plan changed. not gg over dere. bla3.

hmm. finally changed my skin. wee~ and i tink i love it. xD its lyk, finally i got a perfect skin aftr much attempt to get the perfect one since i changed my URL. xD shittos! chinese drama has started!

till here den,

love, aishah:)

I found this at Mdm Surianis's desk.

ssaaaapp! today my voice is lyk Ella. thats y i can do SCREAMO today. wakakaka! me n faz reached earlier. had breakfast. bla3. today i had my role play. and ppl. i totally screwed it up. seriously i screwed EVERYTHING up. oh god! and i'm thankful to get a B as i expect to get a C. there's this one part where mdm surianis said "..its our 10years anniversary.." and i answered "oh ouhk..." -______-" cos at the same time, i was lyk searching for the right script. seriously, luckily there's no camera capturing every moment. if not..... xD wen back to class. told them wad happened. they laughed lyk mad. hahaks. bt glad everything is over. sooo. yea. xD

den we had our break. today i didnt talked much. cos of my voice and yea, every1 were soo occupied wif their own b'ness. -_______-" smpai lynn wanna talk to me, i said "aper2?? maen ah game!" den she said "aku tk maen game.. aku ngah fikir.." den i said "ahh! pikir ah pikir!! jgn bbual ngan aku..." xD PA ah nari.. xD den DTG, oso rotting. lucky gt Wany. den call2 ppl. yessa! bsk kak wani gonna give me free air starbucks. wuhoo! den talked wif mike. xD den giler2 wif ayu, hogan they all. cos hogan open this sound clip which sounds very cute. it belongs to lynn. den ayu was lyk "cute seh.." den i said to her "kau nk tau.. tadi lynn kasi aku dgr.. beh aku ckp cute.. den dier ckp ah2.. cute mcm anak mak dier.. den aku tanyer ah saper.. beh dier ckp 'aku'.." bodoh kn! and oh ya! just nw i tried to give lynn a kick-ass. bt end up, hurting my back. hahahahaha!

den i gathered wif lela n the gang. bbual psl hantu. den talked bout rasuk thingee. beh dee said "barang sesiapa yg masok kn video dlm youtube..bla3..." den lela said "barang sesiapa yg hilang, sila lapor kn ke office skg.." xD hahaha. den lela kacau-ed Nab smpai dier nangis.. kesian seh. she really traumatised tau. xD den abes skewl, wen to self-access room to do sum thingee. wen we wanna get out of the room, we heard sum "birds" chirping in tat self-access rm. kns! kalo handsome2 tkpe jgk. xD den head home. i told them to walk slowly cause i injured my leg. den faz offered to lend me her slippers cos it'll get worse. i decline. den she said "tkpe ah.. yg saket pon kau jgk... haha!" very bitchy u noe. den i jawab "tkpelah.. limit2 aku naek bus frm bus stop yg dkt ngan skewl je.. haha!" xD

lynn follow-ed me balek. we had long talk in the bus. den bought food frm pasar-mlm. den kt umah, mkn-ed sambil watch criter 9-SEPTEMBER. very sweet seh criter tu.... cuace nari very the cooling.. den wen inside my room. lynn did her work while i watched tv. den lynn's papa wanna fetch her. so yea. she stayed longer. beh we lepak-ed bwh blk. cos frenster totally screwed up just nw. frust! bbual mrepek kt bwh blk den balek.

shittos! tmr is napha test. and gt dance den balek, tros gi umah kak fie. aduh! penat sungguh!

till here den.
love, aishah:)

~i cant delete my inbox which has 1000+ msges.. cos EVERYTHING is meaningful...

I'm just not myself today..

i had a dream last nite. which disturbs my mind today. the WHOLE day. *ohgod! still tinking bout it nw...* i dreamt of sumone whom i'm not suppose to be dreaming of. cos i noe, he's not gonna b my dream guy. i dnt wish to compete againt HER. i've not been thinking of him at all. bt last nite, wen i dreamt bout him, i can really feel like its real. i min, i miss him. wen i woke up, i felt like crying. i never felt this way b4. haiz. and i wasnt being myself today. i was soo messed up. i cant focus on anything for too long. even during the test, i kept on texting anyone that noes him. asking bout him. and thanks guys for offering to help me. bt still, i cant stop thinking bout it. haiz....

today nothing much happen in skewl. or shud i put it this way: i didnt make anything much happening in skewl. basically i was soo affected by the dream. and lynn's addiction to PSP doesnt help at all. i really got the urge to snatch that PSP back! GRRR! during test, i didnt focus much. i spent most of my time pondering around. or basically thinking bout him. haiz... den, i did sum art thingee. lyk the pic above. and i kept on disturbing lynn. xD

during break, we bought NASI PATTAYA. and i swear i regret buying it. i only take lyk a few bite den i put it aside. i only drank my green tea. i really have no appetite. lately. den crapped abit wif lynn. den played my PSP. den head for LFS. today we have no role play. thank god! we waste our time here n dere. den headed home. me n is decide to have lunch bt dono where. finally we decide to BANQUET. in the train, Is shared wif me her probs wif *ahemahem*. omg! seriously, i've gone tru wad she's going tru nw. n i swear, its not an easy thing for her.. i noe. cos i've gone tru tat. i just hope she's strong enuf to take all this. and yes, its very traumatising n hurtful. (tat is y i still hate HIM!)

wen we reached BOONLAY. skali terserempak mike. asked him to tag along bt he dwan. so i walked off lah. den i turned, he was bhind me. tsk! i noe he cant bear to leave me. wahahahaha! ok crap. xD saw aza n the clique. daf soo bitchy huh. hahaks. den bought our food. me n is were talking all the time while mike just listen to his bloody mp3. -___-" den i offered him my food, he dwan. bt i cant finish my food. AGAIN! so i put it aside n we c'nued talking. den tiber2, si bdk tu mkn seh my food. kater tknk mkn.. xD aftr he finished the food, we had our ciggies break. den i sent Is till control station while mike head home first. Is was lyk saying "i lyk dont dare to talk to him seh.. cos he look lyk some sort of... unfrenly. lyk fierce lyk tat.." tsk! see lah mike! u scare my frens away.. haiyaaa.. told u to smile more. xD

den dlm bus, sat bside Naz. its been MONTHS since i saw her. we chat2 till da smpai our bus-stop. den we dudok at the void deck n c'nue talking. sedar tk sedar, its oredi 6plus sia. xD we met soooo many ppl. frm an artist(my bro's fren oso), to typical matreps, to abg2 wannabes, to farhan, to our juniors, to this BP boy(effing cute siol)... soo many ppl. hahaks. Naz shared her experiences wen she went overseas that time. she went to Dhubai n Vienna or sumthing lyk tat. she visited places lyk Czech Republic all that. fun seh. aduh! she spent alot on that holiday trip. bt she enjoyed it. n she wanna go again. aduh! sanggop! hahaha. den we head home at arnd 6plus gg to 7pm.

watched tis new chinese drama. oklah. kekek jgk. den ate the mee rebus. and yea, i didnt finish it. and its hardly half-eaten seh.... i must b sick! xD rite nw, i'm watching AYAT-AYAT CINTA. at part 5. there's 13parts. almost half way tru. the story, will give the verdict tmr ok? bt can tell, its gonna b touching. trust me. go watch kt YOUTUBE ok? xD

hmm. wanna c'nue watching lah.

lotsa love,

aishah:)

~i miss Sy*zw*n a.k.a w*w*n.....

Meet my new classmate: CAS-sy. xD
This is the usual scene when no teachers are around :)

Handsome boy ngantok perr.

I tend to have diguisting imagination bout my food :s
The Geek in White

Ayu muker stress sak maen PSP-ku
Qeed:) *nie b4 that funny scene took place!*

Semangat G-shock :)

hhheeeellloooo! nari pagi2 kan, da mcm nk hujan. wee~ today my other half came to school. but dier TERsiang. (word cam pernah dgr je...) hahaks. we had our breakfast. i gave her the full update of wat she missed ystd. den we head to class.

today we didnt study anything cos cher wan us to revise on our work. soooo. lynn played my PSP all the way. so basically, she totally IGNORE me the whole period. wtf! this is the first time i'm soo quiet in class. aku pon tk tau aper aku buat tru out the whole period. then lynn said "ehk.. jgn blang Qeed kau ader game DINER DASH.." so i purposely said loudly "ahh?? aper? diner dash??" hehehehe. so thats wen they start to fite over my PSP. tsk!

den wen we're heading to anthr class, lynn talked to me. mrajok ah aku! ignore her. hahahaha. den in LFS, she lend me her novel. soo basically today tk blaja at all. den hogan n me start to crap arnd. he ah. stupid blog song! "STRAWBERRY FIELD.... NOTHING IS REAL..." stupid song sia.. hahaha. den play wif tat PSP game. xD

today for lunch, me n lynn head to tat clementi foodcourt dere. malas nk mkn kt skewl. nnt nmpk muker CB tu. hah! hence, today for the whole day i didnt see mike=(. lol. skali terjumper Hakim lah. hahahaha. aftr mkn. we head to our spot. dudok dere, buat criter. xD psl cik pon lagi. ahahahaha. random beb. den kes da malas nk balek skewl, i decide to take cab back to skewl. lagipon lynn nk pee2. soo i tried my best not to make jokes(bt seriously its hard) hahaks. da smpai skewl, lepas kt hajat. den head to LT room. addicted to tat novel sak. den lynn addicted to my PSP. she'll be borrowing it for a week:)

den time DTG, i received a call frm kak fie. den ngah bbual2. tiber2, out of nowhere, syafiq appear. terkejot ah. beh wen we wanna masok balek. he said "kau lawa lah.." aku da blur rabak. den he said again "tkde.. seriously kau lawa.." i just smiled and walk away. *shud i smile or sulk?* hahahahahaha! den skali my PSP nye batt da low. soo lynn cannot play. hahaha! PM!(padan muker) den she kacau'ed me. -____-" oh ya! i did disturb her lah time she play the PSP. i shouted out of sudden "ehk lynn! baboon terbang!" xD hahahaha. den we head to CTR. pon no lesson. soo we played UNO. kekek ah. den da penat maen UNO, we played HEART-ATTACK. tu pon kekek. alot of ppl joined in. xD Caspar always kena bully by us. xD and and, today KY brought sumting special to skewl. waah! i wanted to drink it bt no1 member to join. so tk jadi. *wink*

aftr skewl, wen back wif ayu n lynn. beh i wanted to pee. so i cant laugh tat much lah. beh si lynn.. sialan! comical sak dier. buat klakar ol the way. aku tahan geram je. beh biler da dpt lepas kn hajat, aku keje kn tu bdk rabak2. hahahahahahaha.. suare cam parrot siak. xD

den me n ayu turon kt central. bought burger ramlee. den lepak at tis void deck. talked2. she today stress rabak lah. we talked crap. den head home. den had a chat wif fique. dammit! its been long time since we chatted. i miss tat dude man! he used to call me everynite w/o fail. and nw i really tat moment. haiz.. and as usual, we talked crap. xD

den watch ANUGERAH BAND. oklah. i watched tat cos of tat hottie drummer of HELVEN. he's soo hot sia. gt sex appeal sumore. aduh! soo the cair wen see him. hahahaha.

hmm.. nothing else to say i guess..

smpai disini saje,

love, aishah:)

"that thing you doo......"
Qeed "knn! cb! nb book!"

Ayu: muker aku mc pau sak.. xD

Mummy's daughter has grown up:)



yooohhaaaa! ok today lynn nvr come school as she was effing worn out for the past few days. Rest well honey. IMYSM! When to school with Ah Yeww today as i have no mood to wake up early. And oh ya! Today, it was raining. Like wtf! Giler2 wif Qeed in the bus. Bangla at play perr? hahahaa. had our DTG lesson. did some group work on religion thingee. I kept on emphasizing "cher.. i cannot do on other religion.. syirik sia.." macam paham! hahaha. den mr Wee asked "what is a FREE-THINKER?" we: *lost* mr Wee then answered "it means.. You think when you're free..." fuuyooh! kata2 yg mendalam siol! xD then giler2 wif Ah Yeww. Kept on saying to Qeed "naseb kau kwn ryry.. kalo tk..." xD besar kan buto siol. hahahaha.

CTR lesson lagi sial. Cher prangai PA siol. Aper tu PA? its PRANGAI ANJING. hahahaha. she intro us to the new word. which is SDU: Single+Desperate+Unwanted. PA siol. hahaha. paid attention. then had lunch. makan nasi ayam again. then saw that shawty. he gave me fucked face. *middle finger* hahaks. oh ya! just now saw Fareed while otw to canteen. then he pretend not to see me. then know what he said? "kau pendek sgt ah... tk nmpk.." KNS! tk tk tk.. PMK! xD den kt canteen. he shake my body lyk fcuk! hahaha. den went to buy some snacks and head to another class. today had role play. soo free period all the way lor. talked alot sia. Ah Yeww PK siol. xD we create all the short form for all the vulgarities. so that "beralas" sikit. hahaha. den we camwhored using Wafi's MACBOOK. hahahaha. laughed till wanna pee seh. mayb tmr i'll upload it.

den CTR pon free period. bbual mrepek. MAHARAN ah.. xD then after school, i saw Fareed again. this time round, i grabbed his face and make him face me. hahahaha. gilerr lah. they were like "amek kau!" haha. xD Nani went over to my place cos she wanna transfer lagu to her mp3. then we talked2. hahaks. and yea. saw AZYM again. xD rambot asyik tukar2 je. hahahaha.

yessa! sorethroat sudah tiba. i'm having runny nose right now. more reasons to get away from role play. muahahahaha! ok bad. hahaha. haiz lynn.. kau tak datang, aku demam.. nape seh. xD asl kau tk dtg je, aku demam. asl aku demam je, kau tk dtg. cam jiwer lah kiter. xD

hmmmm.. nth much to say again. and yea. saturday would be having perfrmance. tsk! last minute. i'm giving you face, kak fie. last chance ehk.. wanna c'nue watching BABY MAMA. kekek siol criter. xD

smpai disini saje,

love, aishah:)

~ perhaps you care.. but you're not showing it the right way honey...

1. Who are you chatting with now?
~ Qeed. basically talking bout ryry -_______-"
2. What you want the most now?
~ Money?
3. What's going to happen tomorrow?
~ Nothing much. School. And lynn's bestie is coming to skewl. YESSA! -_____-"
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
~ Yea! when they got onto my nerves.
5. When do you wish to die?
~ When noone seems to care about me?
6.What's your fetish?
~ BOYS! xD
7. What impossible things you would wish to do?
~ Going to Alex Turner's place and say "WILL YOU MARRY ME??"
8. Do you believe in eternal love?
~ IDK?
9.Have you broke someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
~ IDK?
10. What if your crush asked you out?
~ would be jumping around at first, and pestering everyone to calm me down. (happened before.. EVERYTIME!)
11. Describe your other half.
~ Emotional.
12. What feeling you hate the most?
~ To lost someone's trust.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~ JYEA! its painful to lose my frens. but they dono how i feel.
14. What're ya lookin' forward to in the coming weeks?
~ dikir practice, and skewl holidays!
15. The most important thing in your life.
~ FRIENDS & happiness:)
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
~ FRIENDS:)
17. Do you find life meaningless?
~ erm.. at certain time.
18. What have you been searching for all this while?
~ my happiness.
19. List one thing that you're scared of.
~ COCKROACHES!
20. What's your greatest wish?
~ to have BF.. and to be the happiest woman in this world.
21. Are you hungry?
~ not really. hungry for love, YES! hahaha.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above and replace it with you own. Tag 8 people, list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.

8 people to do this quiz:
~ Khat
~ DiL
~Azhar
~Roza
~Kak CT
~Chan
~Maryam
~Mard

SUNDAY AFTER-NITE

Malam Seni Budaya'08
the PUTERI SATRIA
Nisa & me.

ssaaaaapp! ok those pictures above are some random photos of PUTERI SATRIA. Jyea! my tarian nye pictures. I really miss those times where all of us are sooo united. Striving for that one thing: TO PERFORM FOR GENTAR RASA 08. But yea, what to do... Sudah lah.

Today i didnt go for the Sentosa outing. Cause, i wanna rest, wanna do some mugging for ITI and i wanna spend time with my room. hahaha. Oh ya! Last night received a call from an unknown number. Never pick up. Mikal said "maner lah tau skali mat hansem call ckp hello syg..." i was like -______-" tkde time lain ke nak call? kns! haha.

today mama cooked NASI AYAM. waaah! its been long time since she cook seh. xD den we go pasar malam at central dere. i swear its much more tiring to walk with her. Jalan soo slow. aduh!

and i'm quite pissed off with some people. kept on msging me non-stop. gaaaah! and worse still. they called, and so-called blaming me for giving the wrong info. god! how should i know the exact price. ok ah. i know you're not scolding me. but hell yea, the way you talked, already making me pissed off. can't you atleast say it nicely. by the tone of your voice, and the way you talked to me, seriously pissed me off. and you still have the heart to ask, why i'm angry. kns!

and and, have i mention, the sucker will not be at home tmr owards? yes! good news for me. MERDEKA! he'll be away for reservist. hah! cool or what? xD for two weeks, i'll be having a leisure time of my own. wee~ i cant wait for the next dikir practice. double wee~ (gonna practice on my tepuk 10)

gonna start mugging soon. in few minutes time.

smpai disini saje,

love, aishah:)

WAYAN-seni ku

the US.

saaaappp! today no dance cos Mr Cho had to attend to his late sis's funeral. bla3. so tot wanna bangon lmbt. bt thanks to lynn's bestie who called me and out of the blue, she asked me "korg benci aku...?" aduh! random sungguh soalanmu ye. baru ingat nk bgn lmbt. thanks ah ehk. xD den bgn, chat wif kidaaaaa. bbual mrepek. den i asked her. where does Ryry staying. den she said Bedok. den i said "jauh tu kalo nk masok meminang.." ceh! hahaha. den wen i ask for his pic. a clearer one. den she ask to ask frm him den i said "dier tk online.. kalo dier online, kau pikir aku nk bbual ngan kau..?? ceh! bastard sak.. matikan members." den kidaaaa said "ni namer nye BESARKAN BUTO." hehehehe. member marah. hehehe. den talked bout the vietnam trip. *ok ni random*

beh arnd 2plus, siap2 den kuar umah. mit kak fie kt cck. bought PIEKIA's pie. den head to yew tee. den frm dere, we took cab to sembawang cc. tot we were late. -_____-" grabbed a bite kt cafe situ. den baru head to dikir's practise. oklah. at first kaku. bt lamer2 da warm up smuer, da ok. penat siol tangan. u guys must b wondering which grp i'm in. well... lets keep it a secret first ok? i wont b revealing it out. nyahaha. the practice was fun. i gt record sum of it. ltr2 if i free, i'll post it ok? den gitu gini, things ended at 9plus. so we head home. tot nk gi mkn. bt da lmbt. so balek tros. smpai umah, damn exhausted.

soo. here i am right now. chatting wif syuk. oh ya! he was shocked to hear i in dikir too. cos..... HE'S IN DIKIR TOO. omg! baru skg aku tau. shittos! for all this while aku knl2 ngan dier, aku tk tau pon dier in dikir. tsk! soo honey, we shall mit at the competition itself on the 22nd ok? hahahahaa! and and, to nisa, all the best. sad to say, u'll b against our grp. hahaks. fair match huh? xD

anw, dad said, sembawang area very the keras. omg. i swear i wasnt aware of that lor. patotlah tadi time balek. kak fie was lyk "nie yg kak fie tk suker.." -_______-" so told mama "org nak carik matair yg ader motor lah! sng sikit.." hehehehe.

aduh! tmr not gg anywhere. wanna mug for ITI. cos tues will b having the test. and and. shittos! EFC lom abes buat. aaaggghh! i feel lyk running away. soo many things to habdle at one time. OTAK NAK PECAH TAU TAK? plus plus, kak fie is trying to persuade me to perfrm for the JULY show. which i soo nt gg to consider bout it (i guess sooo...) hahaha.

till here den,

love, aishah:)

for Lynn requested by Caspar(casper)
and for myself.

that beautiful smile:)

yooohhhaaa! ok today is friday. so, hurray for being able to wake up late tmr! hehehe. okok. nari lynn belo2. pagi2 da msg. so i said "kau tungu je.. confirm aku smpai.." hahaha. da smpai, we breakfast-ed. den caspar n the gang came n sat bside us. as usual, me n lynn, wif our antics. entertained them. *in bapok voice tau..* hehehe. den me n caspar was talking bout our ystd's match. haha. i told u. you cant beat me in UNO. hah! den we head back to class.had ITI in i-4get-the-room-name. hahaks. sum1 stole my chair. badigol btol! den played UNO wif caspar. nari jiwer ah ngan dier. den we play online game. xD at the same time, playing UNO. den gt tis part, caspar dont have idk-wad-colour. so he have to draw cards. den he had to draw alot. so i said "ehk2. take all lah.. dont shy.." lynn kt sblah da ketawe2. haha. den i played tis game yg kene decorate the cake. den i made dedications for Caspar n lynn. hahaks. aftr ITI. ol of them left the place. me, lynn, faz n Ms Dewi were last to get out. i swtiched off sum of the computers and arrange the chairs. den i said "tgk lah ni tmpt. berkeledak! da mcm baboon lps party!" hehehehe. den lynn was saying sumthing. den i said "aper lah.. baboon!" faz was lyk "nice description for her cha... sokong kau.." hahaha. den had LFS. saw tat hottie again. bt sad to say..... tkpelah. lets move on yaw! haha.

beh time balek. aku binget siol. no one to teman me go mkn YONG TAUFU! aduh! last2. has agreed to tmn. wee~ met her kt JP. wif peiqi. so we go mkn. den go teman peiqi buy groceries cos she wanna masak for Kumar. den headed home wif her. she commented tat i speak gd english. n she can tell tat my language is very strong. and i'm a positive thinker. she enjoys being wif me. *winks* smpai rumah. skali teringat. NARI ADER TARIAN LAH OI! bt its at cck. malas ku. hehehe. i chatted awhile wif sygku: partnerku. see. i quit smoking bcos of u. u must b honoured ok.(hehe.. ni pon kes da kene sound byk kali..) and and, cnfrm again wif tuesday movie date ok? and and, i will try my best not to BUY the tee wif the VIETNAM flag on it alrite? hahahahaha. den had a quick nap.

mlm sikit, mama kejot. bought MCD. aftr mkn, perot lain mcm. aduh! jgn mcm2 lah. bsk dikir oi. hahaha. anw, tmr was suppose to b PUTRI SATRIA's big day. rmbr? its GETAR RASA 2008. the biggest event for kumpulan seni. i'm still disappointed, kak.. we worked soo hard n atlast, our effort all gone dwn the drain. just bcos sum ppl who are selfish n quit. haiz. u noe tat i really wanna perform. its a big show. a major exposure for us. to u, it may not b a BIG DEAL. cos u've gone tru it already. bt to me.... haiz. bt wad to do..... at the very least, i can still perfrm for dikir. (i hope soo) haiz! lets not brood over this again. tmr is the day. aftr tat, its over. smuer da berlaku. (tsk!)

smpai disini saje,
love, aishah:)

~ love is nothing without sacrifices. Hence, I'm ready to sacrifice for you...